Tuesday 28 February 2012

Diary Entry # 5~ My Destiny is to Live in a Cardboard Box

Dear Diary, (that shouldn't be posted on the internet)
sorry I haven't written in awhile. This is usally considered a good thing because it means I have been busy doing other things. Its nearly the end of February which is always a good thing for a month to end when it has dragged for awhile. Alot has happened recently, as well as receiving alot of packages I ordered such as the Cloud Limited Edition PS3 and a Naruto volume 53 from my wonderful sister. I cut out the rest of my craft foam for my cosplay armour for Vaan. All I have left to do is the fingers on the gloves. I also finally got to play Final Fantasy XIII-2 when I visited my family 2 weeks ago, and I got to say it is amazing.

Not many people in RoundUp like XIII-2 but I seriously do not care if Kaerith doesnt like it either. At the end of the day, I love it, its a game for me to enjoy. I love the time-travelling, the moogle, the exploration, the cinematic action sequences, the graphics, the battles, how monsters can join the party everything. My brother criticised that the game is too easy but after XIII being impossible sometimes to beat the boss and tedious this is a great improvement.

After that weekend I returned to Uni and the same stuff continued. Work, lectures, coursework, assignments and goodness me Monday was a horrible day for me. As well as being cold I had no sleep that night stressing about work, travelling, cosplay and other things, one of which being houses. That day I got back to Uni, went to Kaerith's to discuss about the housing situation for next year and like a lightbulb went fast to sleep whilse she played Metal Gear Solid because I virtually had no sleep. I then woke up disoritenated four hours later ready to go see a house with my friends kaerith and Madnut. The houses were being run by an estate agent called Saxons and our realtor was called Rufians. Rufians came across to me as a salesperson with a forceful pitch. Madnut came with all these questions beforehand ready and prepared which made Rufians a formidable opponent in the art of conning. The house was beautiful, but Rufians wanted us to sign the contract there and then, for us this was ringing alarm bells.

You never sign a contract until you read what you've been given. We told Rufians after 2 hours, that we'll sleep on it and we're not signing anything. However after a talk with parents, expert advice from Madnut's mummy and a look on the internet about people's experiences with Saxons being quite frankly sh**. We decided to look for another house. During this time, my flat mate Hubert was becoming very anti-social. Hubert got his electric guiatir recently and an amplifier, which means he hardly knocks on my door anymore to say hello, let alone check I'm still alive. It's okay though I guess, there's still Sarah and Steph but I hope he's okay. I miss the early days where we chatted in the kitchen about life and lectures, but thats life. People find more better things to do, like playing the guitair. Time passed as usual, until last Friday where we saw House #2. Shown to us by  a lovely private landlord called Mary. She was ever so sweet and not pushy like Rufians. And the house had a homely feel. The only problem was it wasn't as big as the Saxons one and making the final decision straight away feels reckless, like not considering everything, so we told Mary we'll sleep on it and thank goodness for that, she didn't pester us to reconsider like Rufians. That Saturday, Kaerith and I were planning to go to HyperJapan and on Friday night, I went to bed early at 1am (no that's not early for some people but considering I fell asleep for four at 4:30pm, this is quite an achievement) until my phone beeped. I was very lucky I had gotten a new phone, being a Blackberry. My old phone had very short battery life and was atrocious in texting and at that moment Kaerith had some problems.

It seemed strange at first, I thought it was alittle joke but I realized not long after that it wasn't and so Kaerith came to stay the night so we sort out the problem at hand. Poor Kaerith, she really has been through alot lately, as well as worrying about the house among other things and work, she's been stressing out abit too much. I really do believe as students and friends, we're the only people who can look out for one another in times of need. Helping Kaerith resulted in 1 hour sleep, meaning HyperJapan was a very tired and surreal blur of hyperactivity. Cosplaying Sora went well, apart from a stupid button coming off and not having the right boots. Kaerith cosplayed Aerith Kingdom Hearts II version and we got alot of photo requests from people, although how many of them we will ever see is another question altogether.

I enjoyed HyperJapan, just next time I want to have more sleep for it. I enjoyed trying out new video games coming out, such as Naruto Generations, Soul Calibur and also drinking the free Yakult that was on offer. Meeting from the RoundUp was lovely and also abit crazy, Manticore molested Kaerith right in front of me. Usually a female would scream if her breasts were grabbed there and then but Kaerith is not your average female... Manticore also tried to rape me with a sword, however I managed to block his attack wigth my keyblade and a battle ensued. Bless Manticore, he won a prize on the masquerade I think and deserved it.

One thing I didn't like cosplaying Sora that day was the baggy trousers, every single time I walked quickly, my trousers felt like they would give way, how on earth did I lose weight with a junk diet at Uni. Surely eating Aero chocolate bars makes you put on weight O.o And also I got a very ugly photo taken of myself by a professional photograph team known as Cosplay Portrait, never again, Kaerith said I looked 40 in the photo. Never again.

Sunday was spent being lazy and getting rest as well as attempting to watch Horror films with Hubert, Sarah and Steph. Hubert was being very annoying, didn't want to watch 30 Days of Night or One Missed Call. In the end we watched Anti-Christ. Which wasn't much of a horror but just explicit disgustingness which I'm not going to mention here because why should I want to make other people feel like clutching to their groins.

Monday, 27th February. We decided to go for House #2, Mary told us we lost the house by about 1 minute.



You can imagine how annoyed and frustated we were to find we lost the house by a futile one minute. Nevertheless we picked ourselves up again and began searching. House #3 was a fail yesterday due to the realtor losing the keys. So today fingers crossed it goes well. Kaerith was at first very depressed but now she's being positive but perhaps not in the best way. Being a Metal Gear Solid fan she loves how Snake goes around in a cardboard box on missions. Kaerith basically said our motto is 'My Destiny is to live in a Cardboard Box' because basically we're never going to find a house and have to live in something like a bin, box or treehouse which was my suggestion. Oh the giggles and LOLs of imagining living in a cardboard box.

So yes diary, if it all does go belly-side up. My next diary entries should be written from a cardboard box.
Chow
TokyoDreamer9

Wednesday 15 February 2012

Memory Euporia #1~ A chain mail sent by Vicki ^^

 Just discovered this email which I sent probably four years ago and goodness me it brings back memories. And wow, I'm glad to see I'm less violent now, I want to hit people with a baseball bat. Goodness me. My friend Vicki sent me a chain mail, in which you answer the questions and then forward the email to other people, friends to see what their response to the questions are. I thought about sharing this because it really is special, a memory from the past which I forgot until today. :)

1.
What is your occupation right now?
Student, pretend drug-addict, Japan wanabe
2.
What color are your socks right now?
Their grey, because bennett forces us to wear grey socks not black or white but grey, nice colour
3.
What are you listening to right now?
Nothing, but if I had headphones it would be Lady Gaga, I know she's a bit bonkers sometimes but her music rocks and maybe more Asian music of Yuki No Hano, Snow and On/Off...
4.
What was the last thing that you ate?
Fasting today- so last thing I ate was at 5am in the morning, weetabix, sandwitch and tea.
5.
Can you drive a stick shift? (manual gear box – translated from American so my m-i-l knows what it is!)
Just typed it into google, you mean a stick in the car which you use to put into a certain gear, see my mum using it a lot. Um not yet, haven't done driving lessons yet or passed a qualifying test for driving lol
6.
Last person you spoke to on the phone?
Uzair, he phoned me, wait no it was my mum yesterday I phoned for a lift home.
7.
Do you like the person who sent this to you?
Are you joking, why would I not like the person who sent this to me if their in my contact list you fool. Love Vicky to bits and pieces
8.
How old are you today?
You do know that's a personal question, I'll tell you but if I was a 45 year old woman I'd be pretty offended by you, anway it's 17, and in case you haven't noticed I'm a boy.
9.
What is your favorite sport to watch on TV?
I hate watching sports on TV, why watch someone do a sport when you can do it, it makes me annoyed because whilst I'm watching them I'm getting fatter from being lazy and their getting ripped and skinny for moving their asses around a pitch so no hate it.
10.
What is your favorite drink?
Tea, I love Japanese drinks, not a fan of cold Japanese tea, England make fab tea and Morocco too. Love Mitusduya Cider, Calpis and my all-time favourite Calpis.
11.
Have you ever dyed your hair?
No, I did think about dying it blonde once but changed my mind, wearing a blonde wig in May next year though, not telling you why though......
12.
Favorite food?
That's a hard question... I love sushi, chinese food, mexican food, indian food, moroccan food, food from space and best of all processed food (I love food especially when my tummy's grumbling) but I hate ketchup, I had a traumatzing experience......
13.
What is the last movie you watched?
The Last film I watched on a little Tv on virgin atlantic was Harry Potter 6 and The Time travellers Wife but if you mean in a cinema (stupid vague question) then it'd have to be "Dorian Gray", I didn't enjoy it in fact there were huge moments for total cringe, filled with sex-scenes so intense I was traumatized for days.
14.
Favorite day of the year?
The weekend, the half-term, any day we're away from bloody Bennett, I don't really have one because Im too busy to think of a favourite day and brings tears into my eyes my favourite day has passed away
15.
How do you vent anger?
Get a baseball bat and hit someone very hard, imagine Hell Girl and the Hell Correspondence exsist and take revenge on my behalf, in fencing stab as hard as I can and imagine horrible situations for my meanie people yeah....
16.
What was your favorite toy as a child?
I know the answer to this question-just had a flashback- I had a Tots Tv video game- the game was pointless becuz all that happened was Tiny kept dancing and you co-ordinated his moves, I miss that game.
17.
What is your favorite season?
All the seasons but at the same time I hate all of them, I love Winter snow but hate the flu plus swine flu makes everything jingle bells, summer is nice but the hot temperature and bees and cockroaxche and other insects, spring is lovely with cherry blossom but the hayfever and Autumn is nice too but think about the increase of rape and murders in those seasons and beginning of school terms.
18.
Cherries or Blueberries?
Love them both, now shut up :(
19.
Do you want your friends to e-mail you back?
If they want to, some people will look at this and think it's stupid
20.
Who is the most likely to respond?
Hopefully everyone
21.
Who is most likely not to respond
Uzair, he's lazy, Catherine and Anna never look at their emails on msn hotmail, Katie will be too busy on Twitter and Becky cutlerand Becky Fishwick will think I've sent them junk mail or some sort of joke thing with a virus....
22.
Living arrangements?
A very, very, very, very, very small mansion.
23.
When was the last time you cried?
Last night, finished making Katie's present and it looked so beautiful I started crying, just a little, one tear not a wet face or anything.
24.
What is on the floor of your bedroom?
Wooden planks making the floor, a bed, a cupboard, me on my back dead asleep
25.
Which of the friends you are sending this to have you known the longest?
Um, it'll have to be my sister, known her all my life.
26.
What did you do last night
Doing Katie's birthday present and homework
27.
What are you most afraid of?
28 days later, 28 weeks later, 28 months later, 30 days of night, cockroaches, wasps, scary movies etc....
28.
Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers?
Plain, cheese but what the hell is spicy hamburger
29.
Favorite dog breed?
Dalmation, they're so sweet
30.
Favorite day of the week?
Anything but Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday
31.
How many counties have you lived in?
One and that's the U.K., been to many countries but it was visit not living stay.
32.
Diamonds or pearls?
Diamond, they dont break easily and many pearls are cursed, plus girls like Diamonds good for proposing and Diamonds are good for cutting things and people, the new stylish knife which the police will never suspect as a weapon but a jewellry accesory.
33.
What is your favorite flower?
Roses, Lillies and many other flowers, Sunflowers are pretty but i DON'T LIKE STINGING NETTLES, not sure they're flowers but can't think of a nasty flowers, oh i hate flowers in spring, because they start producing something called pollen and I start sneezing.
34 Do you make your bed daily Duh, yes
35 Your hobby? Don't even get me started: Reading manga, books, watching anime and films, playing RPG video games, stabbing people in fencing, hitting people with a baseball bat, falling asleep by accident, maybe cosplaying when ive tried it, and many other things I can't mention due to being bored answering this question and people now think I'm a nutter.
36 Do you still wear heels? I'm a boy.
37
What is the last good book you have read?
I'm reading Oliver Twist, got to the part Oliver where's he's shot, poor thing, Charles dickens rocks lol
38 Early to bed? Early to rise? No, complete opposite, night lover if I could I'd go to bed 6am in the morning and maike 4pm in the evening but many things prevent me from doing it as well as health risks of messing up normal sleep paterns of A-levels and becoming anti-social.
39 Raking leaves or shoveling snow? They do that in America, not U.K., the snow melts and the leavces fly away to Canada.

I'm such a fail, finally found Beyoncé on Twitter....

Today I found Beyoncé on Twitter and finally followed her which is terrible since I consider to be a fan of her and this is disgraceful not finding her twitter account sooner, accidently following the wrong one. It wasn't too much of a loss though because it looks like Beyoncé like J.K. Rowling doesn't appear to be much of a twitter-holic. Whilst Rihanna amuses me and puts a smile when I see her tweets, J.K. Rowling tweets that she's too busy to even consider tweeting ever and Beyoncé has never tweeted. O.o

Why bother getting one then, there really is no point in my opinion. Following a twitter account that doesn't tweet, or tweets once every 2 years. I guess some people just were not made for the site which really is a shame. Beyoncé however has shown love for Google+, posting some wonderful photos of her newborn baby. Never mind, it shall have to be Rihanna that makes my time on twitter worthwhile.
And finally, Queen B + Jay Z= An incredible Baby.
It's like superman finally decided to make a baby with wonderwoman and about time is what I say. T.T

Diary Entry #4~ Valentine's Day was very romantic in the sense of a killing spree

Dear Diary, (that shouldn't be posted on the internet)
it goes without saying that yesterday was perhaps the most successful Valentine's Day yet, even though nothing romantic happened, unless you count killing things on a PS2 game, making a C.V., being told by a tutor you have an oral presentation to start on viruses and bacteria then yes it was quite a good one. I watched Letters to Juliet, which was  really good film, frustated me how the protagonist's fiancĂ©, did not catch the hint that she wasn't happy with him continually running off to go see a wine auction, when he should be staying around because HELLO its their honeymoon. Valentine's day is about chocolate, had a chocolate and disney princess cake, so wow isn't that special.

However, even though yesterday was special. Monday was hard for me. Ironically being the 13th of February when I got depressed. I finally activated my facebook account. I had to activate it to contact some people for moving out with next year, getting plans sorted etc. But instead all that happened was I received bad news and drama happened. Drama happened on two groups, a friend who I was hoping would be moving out with us dropped out and money is being a hassle instead of a joy, as I am still looking for a job. I was so lucky to talk to my wonderful friend called Sarah. We talked the night away and Stephanie popped over and that's when Sarah kept saying Cake. And then we were like stuff it. It may be 12pm, midnight but we're going to the shops to get flour and we're going to make a cake.

Our cake was abit of a failure I got to say, as well as risking getting salmonella and Stephanie saying the eggs had gone bottoms up meaning even though the expiry date had passed on the box, physically they were okay because they weren't smelling and were not floating in the water. Our cake was very flat bless. More like a crepe. However, I was very proud of it. It was something Sarah, Steph and I made and it made us forget the problems and worries that were on our mind. And that's when that guy randomly came over. I recognised him from somewhere, and then it hit me, fencing. But why didn't he say anything, when he spoke he was cryptic. Talking in code, asked about salmonella but didn't even bother to say hello or how are you. It was kinda obvious he needed time with Steph, but felt major awkward waves.

I finished my C.V. yesterday with my friend Kaerith whilst she was playing Metal Gear Solid. Bless Kaerith, she's worried about the houses and gave me a lecture on Monday about being more organised after I overslept my promise to meet at the station. Getting a job is hard but I'm not giving up, somewhere in this town there just has to be a job, I cannot give up. Metal Gear Solid looks like so much fun, I wanted to play but I was getting so into my C.V. Kaerith wants to cosplay EVA some point, but there were some points that scared me, like the bit when Snake got caught by the enemy and that noise starts to indicate he had been seen. No matter how many times I heard it, it always scared me.

As well as job-hunting, the work is piling up and cosplay is becoming alittle bit of a chore. I'm going to have to say No to something, haven't decided what it is yet. Last night was very tired so for the first time went to bed early. 12pm. That is not technically early in some people's books but it's earlier than usual, which is 4am or 10am. So yes, early bed-time but I woke up 4am. O.o Honestly my body just can't make its mind up. This morning decided to do some more work and then I discovered it, something quite special. Rihanna's navy limited edition box. I hate it when I discover something like this late, it's still in stock but no way I can afford it at the moment, I'm low on money and even if I do get money, I have to think about deposit, food, travel costs etc for Uni life. It's so annoying, I wish I hit the jackpot already, its very frustating not having money. It's kind of funny how family at the beginning of the Uni term are like 'Don't worry, we'll pitch and help' and now .........

Some people call this independence, I call this a joke and a pitiful survival game. Independence is when you have a job, a house, a stable income and you call the shots, not the boss. I am not independent at all. I depend on student loans, grants. I depend on others, I'm depending on Uni for my future, and I've kiund of been let down by some of these sources. But alas, next year hopefully things will get better. I get very irritated when I can't buy the things I desire. If that RiRi limited edition navy box goes out of stock FUUUUUUUUU. Someone is going to be very cross. T.T

Finally the last things nagging on my mind. I'm worried about getting a job, the two places I found vacancies for, are Pizza Hut and Subway but the thing is I've never worked in a restuarant before. And Pizaa Hut sounded very demanding in terms of social interaction and politeness. And also I'm still annoyed with some people. Actually quite a few people, I can't say who they are but I know who they are. I feel they've let me down and it sucks because I've been there for them. This February has been a peculiar month, a mixed bag, I can't wait for the months to zoom by, I certainly feel like I'm ready to end this chapter of my life and began the next section. Adult-life.
TokyoDreamer9

Sunday 12 February 2012

Diary Entry #3 Who cares what the date is anymore?

Dear Diary, (which I shouldn't be posting on the internet)
The weekend started and is now ending. Alot has happened. Whitney Houston died yesterday at age 48 which is shocking for me because it's all I hear of, wonderful, amazing artists dying at a young age. Before it was Amy Whinehouse and before that Michael Jackson. Life is so short, we really do have to make the most of it. I finished another review yesterday which took awhile to edit. The review was on Blood-C a Japanese anime by my favourite arists called CLAMP. I was very happy with the end results and already received some positive feedback which has left thee quite chuffed.
Deactivating facebook has been so good, like freeing myself but also I feel as though I don't know what's going on in the world. Twitter is good, but facebook is alot more multimedia, its not just status updates but photos, tags, games, videos etc. On twitter, you can post photos but it becomes alink which takes you to another page. Also not alot of people I know use twitter.

I think I will wait though, there is no need to rush. I'm not missing alot I am quite sure. Discovered a friend's blog today and enjoyed reading it called Kat. And it's getting very quiet and lonely on campus. Everyone has either gone home or are in their rooms doing their thing. Iam trying everything I can to pass the time, I think I'm going to go for a walk outside later to get some fresh air and then maybe continue my novel. My novel hit a deadend recently. I can understand the dilemma J.K. Rowling went under when she wrote Goblet of Fire. My novel recently has hit a calm point which I'm not inspired to write yet.

And then the solution hit me, why didn't I think of it sooner. Why not write the chapter you really want to write first and fill in the gaps later? The only problem with this approach is just to make sure no paradoxes or contradictions occur, that you keep in mind everything that has happened and what will occur, to keep spoilers to a minimum in respect to other chapters.

So the good news? Novel is back on track and I'm also getting there with my vocaloid dance that I'm learning for a group. The Clockwork_Vocaloid group is a cosplay group that does singing and dancing of the popular japanese programme the vocaloids. The character I'm doing is called Mikuo and has blue hair. I know right? Retro. The dance I'm doing is quite simple, but I'm getting there. One thing about the vocaloid dances I struggle with is that they're so controlled and precise, and yet simple. It's not like dancing in a club or disco where you let your hair down and just boogey to the beat, you have to control your direction of movements and yet it still has to be free because otherwise it's not dancing.

Next week begins our reading week and Valentine's Day will be upon us. Another day to remind me that I'm single and oh how unromantic my life is at the moment. Apart from that my life is GREAT! But good news, gonna see thy family next weekend and HyperJapan the following weekend with my friend, Kaerith. It shall be interesting to see, a Sora and an Aerith going through London Tubes......
TokyoDreamer9 ^^

Friday 10 February 2012

Twitter~ Is it pointless or not?

My wonderful friend Kaerith first introduced me to twitter in the year me believes of 2010 or posssibly 2009. Kaerith loves to roleplay on twitter as characters from the Final Fantasy series for fun. Roleplaying on twitter, how do I describe it. Well you pretend to be a character from a series. So for example pretend I'm roleplaying Postman Pat on twitter and discussing with Bob the Builder about the weather but it has to be in Postman's character. Not mine, so for example:


Postman_Pat: @Bob_Build Good Morning Bob! Here's you're post. *cough*

Bob_Build: @Postman_Pat Oh Hey Pat! Didn't cya there! Fine morning we're having!

In reply to Bob_Build, Postman_Pat replies: @Bob_Build *mumbles* gotta deliver more letters you nitwit T.T

In reply to Postman_Pat, Bob_Build replied: @Postman_Pat Cheerios mate (assho***).


So that's twitter roleplaying for you in a punch. Now I joined it and roleplayed a random character from a series called Hell Girl which proved completely unsuccessful. Final Fantasy being a very popular and well known series is more easier to roleplay in. So twitter became very silly and pointless for me. It made no sense for me. What on earth was @ for? And why did  people use a hashtag like this # followed by a word? What on earth did RT mean? And why did people talk very cryptically and as though they're not having a conversation but spouting out nonsense. I gave up twitter and left my account to gather dust.

Time passed and at the end of 2011 I decided to change my twitter account from a roleplaying one to one that was me as real person so from a random character it became Yours Truly. After getting an ipod touch and downloading twitter as an App, it somehow became more enjoyable. It felt like texting but with no worry of spending credit. I began to understand all those acronyms and technical terms. RT means retweet. The hashtag is used to show your tweet in the trends for that word. You use @ to direct a tweet towards someone. And then that's when I discoved it. You can tweet to celebrities. Yes, they don't reply, and you can kind of see why after searching @celebrity's name to see that tweets of 50 directed towards that celebrity pop up every 10 seconds. But it feels so good to say thankyou for something or appreciate something they've done.

Another reason I began to like Twitter was that unlike Facebook, I could talk about rubbish without irritating people on Facebook. When you update your status update quite a number of times on facebook, people don't like it, it spams the newsfeed and they'd rather hear from other people than just you. And also some people don't know you can alter settings to restrict how many posts you receive from a person.

So yes, you can tweet rubbish, crazy things, blow steam and the best thing is it's like social dieting. On facebook your status update can be quite a long status update, whilst Twitter restricts you to only tweet with 140 characters. At first, when using it, this sounds ridiculous but you get used to it over time and it also helps you get to the point quicker. Have you ever found that you can go on and on and on with a status update, whilst in Twitter, you just say what's on your mind and BAM your done.

My last reason for beginning to like Twitter and finally understanding it's reason for exsisting is a personal reason. Facebook became such a hassle recently, as well as drama, annoying people and constant pestering it can sometimes become too much and also addictive, there are times where you realize your just on Facebook wasting time. After deactivating my account and using Twitter it feels good for alot of reasons.

Reason 1. Less people use twitter because they think it's stupid. So less people hassle you, less drama on there. (unless all your friends use twitter I am so sorry for saying that, you find that reason doesn't apply to you).

Reason 2. You can't use Twitter for very long periods like Facebook, you do eventually have enough of tweeting, so it doesn't become addictive like Facebook. In other words, you spend time doing other things.

And finally, I like Twitter, for this reason too. He hasn't appeared in awhile. But for those of you who don't know meet 'The Fail Whale' :)
Whenever Twitter becomes over-capacity, our wonderful friend the 'Fail Whale' greets us to tell us tweeting just isn't possible :D Oh isn't life just amusing on social network sites. XDDDDD

Diary Entry #2 10th February 2012 Voting and yessss it's the weekend.

Dear Diary, (that shouldn't be posted on the internet)
Today was a really nice day, the sun was shining, the sky was clear but unfortunately the University forgot to clear the ice patch I was walking on making me nearly have a slip trip. Today I was happy because I got to vote and make my voice heard but also I got slightly annoyed with someone smoking in the queue. I tend to get home and find my clothes smell like they've left over a chimney and I don't like it, it doesn't smell like cologne it smells like I work in a victorian factory with smoke. My friend, Hubert. (Alias name being used ;) ) told me some good news today, the coursework I've been struggling with, turns out I got an extension that I didn't know about. Isn't that great? I don't have to worry about it for another week.
Next week: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Anyway, what else. Oh yes, the snow still loves us, it still hasn't melted yet. It just loves it here I guess. And the craving for videogames has been on the rise, really need to play Eternal Sonata and Final Fantasy XIII-2. I hate it when a new videogame is released but I cannot play it because I don't have the home console with me. Meanwhile everyone is talking about it, playing it, enjoying it, blogging it, youtubing it, criticizing it. Really enjoyed the demo but I wanna play my game. :(
Tonight I think my friends want to watch another film, its quite obvious what it's going to be I think. Paranormal Activity 3, before that it was Paranormal Activity 2 and before that the first one of the saga. Paranormal Activity 2 was okay but it started off to slowly and only the night was interesting, is it just me but why do the characters constantly film each other, in the first one it's understandable, there's a demon and they need to record its activites but in the second film I kind of got the impression that they didn't think there was a demon.

I hated the ending of Paranormal Activity 1. It was so horrible and creepy. I think it's because it's more realistic, everything happens in real-time and it's done as though it's being filmed by the characters not with a film-crew if that makes any sense. Her face, oh dear, her face, that was something nobody should see before heading off to the land of nod.
And with that ends my second diary entry. I can't think of anything else to say. Thankyou for listening to my narration of a boring day diary and sorry for posting ya on the internet.
Good Afternoon
TokyoDreamer9

I like voting, ticking boxes can be so much fun! *nods head*

Today I voted and it felt so good. No, it wasn't for anything big like who's the next president for USA or the next prime-minister of the U.K. . It was just selecting presidents for clubs and socities for our uni campus. I can see why people fight for their voices, for freedom of speech. It feels so wonderful to have a say in something and I do love ticking boxes, it makes me feel like I did something special. (Just to clarify I didn't do anything special all I did was vote) But still it's something very special I think. Why did I want to share this?
It just made me wonder what is it about Voting that brings all this hype. The Arab Spring lately is about getting a vote and democracy and why people are going forward in protests even though blood-shed is the huge obstacle that lies ahead. Not having an ability to vote is kind of like not being able to talk, like someone has pressed the mute button, you can't say what you want, what you need, your problems. So, yes voting is something very special.

Thursday 9 February 2012

TokyoDreamer9 likes Tumblr more some reason

Is TokyoDreamer9 a TumblrAddict or Blogging-Holic?
Don't get me wrong, it's not that I hate this blogging thing. It's just so mysterious to me, like trying to use a telegram, tumblr is so niche and trendy and I like how its simple to do things on there and you don't have to think about it or be serious just post to thy hearts content. Anyway, here is thy url for thy tumblr account. Do check it out! I find it alittle more easier to post on there random stuff but do not count me out for this blogging thing, I shall make it mine to behold.
TokyoDreamer9 has just betrayed blogging (Hang ur head in shame!)
http://tokyodreamer9.tumblr.com/

Diary Log Entry #1 9th February 2012 Life sucks basically!!!

Right, I'm starting this project of doing a diary and seeing whether I can do it or not so here I go.
Dear Diary (that shouldn't be posted on the internet),
I decided to post my personal problems on thy blog because alas telling them to people is not always good and also I have no money for a counsellor. Anyway here's what I thought about today...
Today was quite a tiring day. All my lectures were too boring to listen to, I really shouldn't say that but they were. Ever since coming to university I have found that I feel like I'm taking a step backwards in learning. Who was the genius that thought, yes let's have one person talk for 45 minutes straight at a class of 200 people yabbering on and on without any interaction with the audience. In secondary school, I remember we used to have the teacher talk for a certain period of time and then stop and allow us to discuss it with a partner and then go around and ask the students whether they understood etc. I guess that's why they call it a lecture, it's meant to be called that because it's usually associated with the words 'dry', 'dull' and 'boring'.
Anyway what else happened today. I made pasta, and mixed it with some sauce that was red and just checked is call Harwood's Kan Po sauce. Wow! What a name. Anyway not buying it again, made my mouth burn with all those chillis.
I'm stuck on coursework...... and I think I'm going to stay stuck for quite awhile.......
And I'm still hooked on Law and Order SVU. I'm watching season 4 at the moment, it's been okay season 4 but I gotta say the second half was alot better. The first half made my brain hurt as it got too confusing with the plot. I like crime stories like this: murder+ cops+ finding killer+ trial+ twist= good plot. Murder+cops+finding killer+not right killer+ another case+ what's going on now+ trial+ ends randomly= Right Law and Order, bless you but I didnt understand where that plot was going.
I decided to also update my blog because it's just been sitting there gathering dust and I decided to revolutionise it abit. Add some spices here and there.
And lastly today I have been looking for jobs. Why oh why is it hard to find jobs. If it's not the fact that it's too far away, or you need  a car, or certain specific skills, or that it's full-time and your kind of a student and can't make those hours. And I'm really fed up of every con-man on the internet going: Hey There! I can show you how to make tons of money overnight. So yes, there's alot of problems at the moment. But where there's problems there is always a solution and I'm going to just keep putting on my poker face and hope that solution is grinning like a cheshire cat just around the corner.
Night night
This is TokyoDreamer9 ending his rant for the day.
Au revoir

TokyoDreamer9 is reborn!!!

Hey there! TokyoDreamer9 reporting!!! I haven't done alot with my blog but after releasing my new youtube channel and bringing together Tumblr and Twitter I decided to update how I do my blogging. I will try to update this as much as possible when I can. In the meantime I hope you enjoy reading my posts and I look forward to hearing people's responses. Thankyou Over and out!!
Bye!!! ^^