Monday, 24 December 2012

My Skin


This is a poem about my three going onto four years of experience with my skin. The poem is explicit and personal as it deals with something I have been trying to deal with for over three years that has affected my self-esteem and confidence. One way I have learnt to deal with it is writing recently. Hope you enjoy it or find it amusing and to anyone also going through eczema, urticaria or other skin conditions, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Peace~ A

My Skin
My skin
I scratch
I scratch hard
I never stop
Even when I start to bleed
I see the Doctor
Eczema they say
Eczema?! I say
Steroid cream they say
Okay I say

I scratch
I scratch hard
I never stop
Even with this cream on
I see the Doctor
No cure they say
More cream will do the trick!
I read the side effects
Thins the skin it say
Damage my skin it will
I don’t want this cream

Give me something else I say
More creams
Moisturise Motherfucker!
Is that all there is?
I itch
I scratch
I bleed more
I look in the mirror
Why has it not cracked?
Dark circles from insomnia
I look fucking ugly

Be optimistic they say
I’ll try I reply
But it spreads
To my legs
To my face
To my neck
To my torso
It won’t stop!
I go to Doctor
And beg on my knees
They give strange cream
This cream could give cancer
But I say fuck it
I need this relief from this Purgatory

I’m freed from the Eczema
But my body say no
You suppress the immune system?!
Big time payback bitch
They come to collect their interest
Every time I sweat
Or emotions overwhelm
Hives erupt
What in heaven’s above is this?
I go to Doctor
Urticaria they say
No cure they say
Cheer up they say
Buy more drugs
Suffer in silence
I fear my sweat
I quit fencing
I stop running
Anything and everything that makes me sweat

I touch my skin
It feels rough
Like it belongs to a snake
Not a teenage boy
You used to be my birthday suit
Now I want nothing more than to rip you off
Reincarnate into a new body
All you ever give me is Hell
Three fucking years it’s been
Eczema, Urticaria and Blood
The story of my skin

Friday, 14 December 2012

Project Dark Cloud 3

It's time Level-5 acknowledge their fans want Dark Cloud 3 once and for all!!!!! January 22-25th 2013







This January  from the 22nd to the 25th Level-5 is releasing Wrath of the White Witch in North America and Europe. Many fans of Level-5 for many years have been craving for a Dark Cloud 3 or at least a Dark Cloud HD collection rerelease for PS3. On the release days of the Wrath of the White Witch fans of the Dark Cloud franchise should once and for all send the message to the company that there is still interest in the title or at least a HD collection of the classic titles. If we unite together on these days in 2013 it will at least leave no excuse that no interest has been shown for development of the game.
It's important that this planned and not rushed into. Posting this it is currently December and we are deciding to take action in January 2013 when Wrath of the White Witch is released. So please do not start spamming Level-5 until the date mentioned earlier. For now look below the ways to start getting involved and ready for January. Raise awareness, know friends online or in real life who loved the game, get them involved. Yes it's an old game but if you were truly a fan of the game and you remember how truly underrated and special of an RPG it was you should be willing to do this. Thank you

But how are we going to do that????
1) The best way for Dark Cloud fans to communicate is via facebook. Forums from my experience do not notify when someone responds.
If you have a facebook account please join the following group
http://www.facebook.com/groups/332543258075/
Or search Dark Cloud 3.
I say group instead of pages because groups are more effective as a form of communication whilst pages are more useful news updates. The group has the following image for reference when searching:



And don't forget to like the Level-5 official page and send them a message
http://www.facebook.com/LEVEL5IA
A screenshot of the Facebook page for the official Level-5 American Website, where the red circle is is where you can message them! 

2) Twitter
This is perhaps the best way because we can start to get a trend going. However we are also hoping to get people to post a photo of themselves holding  a copy of the dark cloud or dark cloud 2 game. This shows proof we still love and cherish the games and doesn't make it seem like pointless spam. When doing the trend place the hastag #darkcloud3 and make sure to @ at the following people from Level-5. They do not use twitter that much so you have to @ them!
https://twitter.com/AkihiroHino
This twitter account is for the creator of Level-5- Akihiro Hino

https://twitter.com/LEVEL5_IA
The official American Level-5 Twitter account
3) Email
Lots of people have already emailed Level-5 about their desire for a sequel to Dark Cloud 3 and never receive a response. But it doesn't hurt sending one to show there is still interest in January 2013.
http://level5ia.com/contact/
https://secure.level5.co.jp/inquiry/index.html
                                  The screen you should see for the american website when contacting them


4) Fan art, letters and photos of holding the dark cloud merchandise, cosplay photos, video game, guides etc...
If you have fan art, post it to the facebook group mentioned earlier or send it to me via twitter. If you did a cosplay of one of the characters from the game, still have a copy of the video game GET A CAMERA AND TAKE A PHOTO!!!! It's all well saying to Level-5 we want a game but we need to show we're not a spammers but people who actually genuinely loved the treasure they made with proof. Having an actual copy you bought, a video game guide, a cosplay you made inspired by their game .
Some examples of  what I mean are shown to the left. Cosplay photo of Dark Cloud 2 is credited and belongs to sesshouga. Deviant art page where image can be found is http://sesshouga.deviantart.com/art/Dark-Cloud-2-Here-for-You-136045469
Fan art of Dark Cloud 1 belongs and credited to Neko-Krys. Deviant art page where image can be found is  http://neko-krys.deviantart.com/art/Dark-Cloud-Toan-Xiao-Goro-217490574


Now there's no excuse for you or Level-5 for that matter! 

You have the tools before you, the resources, the ideas also we're open to new ideas too. After January 2013 I will have done my part officially for being a Dark Cloud fan. For those of you who think it's too late all I have to say is that there is nothing to lose. This game series was so underrated and left in the shadow by many competing RPG series when it had so much more to offer. To get Level-5 to consider even a HD rerelease and relive the magic again is something worth fighting for. Thank you for your time. If you need to contact me for ideas or anything to do with this project please do not hesitate to send a tweet to my twitter page link is below.
https://twitter.com/AdamFurey


TokyoDreamer9


Sunday, 16 September 2012

Turning 20 in a week

Thoughts on turning Twenty

I'm honestly not looking forward to my 20th birthday. But I made a promise to myself for my twenty-first birthday that I'm going to work hard to make sure that it doesn't end up as an uneventful one again.

Why are you not looking forward to turning Twenty?

1. September is a very awkward time to turn 20 and celebrate it when everyone is busy returning to school, work or returning to university. I already know not to expect anything for this upcoming one.

2. I don't have a money. I was planning to initially visit a theme park with friends but this summer a lot of unexpected things happened. The housing situation was a stressful matter that cost deeply and used all my savings which I will be following up when I return to Uni. As well as searching for a new house, forking out for a retake I'm broke and there are still no jobs. 

3. I've been on Earth for two decades and I don't feel like I've lived yet which is not good but thankfully I'm working towards that. 

It's depressing that I've had to cancel a lot of things lately. I had to cancel seeing a lot of friends, particularly a cosplay meetup for a picnic, reunions and other events because of both financial and health reasons. It doesn't help recently I got diagnosed with another untreatable condition by the GP. My health and my financial status haven't been good but even then I haven't lost hope.  I just want people to know I haven't forgotten them or someone who breaks promises, it's just I'm going through a bit of a tough time and just need understanding.

But there's good news. My health has improved with this new medication and I'm enjoying some new TV series and looking forward to Law and Order SVU and Gossip Girl premiering so that in itself is a lovely bday present to look forward to, also J.K. Rowling's new book is coming out this September so it's not unhappy faces all around. :)

By 21...

By 21 I'm hoping my secret project will be finished to its first level by then. Today I finished the first part of the secret project. In a year I so happy to have accomplished this. I still cannot say what it is at the moment but I am so excited to share it with all of you when the time comes nearer. 

Sunday, 9 September 2012

Rita Ora is the BOMB!

I'm loving Rita Ora's new album

Rita Ora is an artist/ musician who's just become number 1 in the UK charts with her debut album, 'Ora', she  has also appeared recently as a judge on the X Factor. I heard her quite a long time ago with her single, 'Hot Right Now'. When I heard it I loved it straightaway and I thought to myself its such a shame this artist hasn't got an album yet or the spotlight they deserve. I'm so glad she's finally getting it. Since then she's released R.I.P featuring Tinie Tempah that has clocked a lot of views on Vevo, How We Do (Party). Even BeyoncĂ© has been addicted to one of her songs and my current addiction is 'Roc the Life'.
She's so good, you've only been shown one eye. For more you have to buy the album :O

Roc the Life!

I love this song, particularly the chorus. If you haven't heard it check it out below. I really do hope it's her next single. Other than that congratulations Rita Ora! :)

Sunday, 2 September 2012

Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII

Square Enix have announced another sequel to Final Fantasy XIII...(But its not what you think)

Okay it is what you think but still its different to what we initially expected. Instead of conforming to expectations, Square Enix have announced a new title for the Final Fantasy XIII series called 'Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII'. So yes, its what we've expected, another sequel to FFXIII (which some will groan and shake their heads to whilst others will draw a smiley face). But its not called Final Fantasy XIII-3 and the experience of the game sounds completely different to what we've experienced to either XIII or XIII-2.
                     The logo for the announced entry to the ongoing tale of bloody cocoon and pulse etc.

So is it a sequel or spin off?

Well in a way it is a sequel in terms of it takes place hundreds of years later after XIII-2. But its being considered as a spin-off due to the title and the departure in terms of game play. Only time will tell. In a way some gamers are interested with the many changes involved for this game its brought hope. For me I would love a conclusion to the cliffhanger of XIII-2 but I guess only time will tell.
The plot of the story according to wikipedia is so far:
"Several hundred years following the ending of Final Fantasy XIII-2, Lightning awakens on a chain of islands known as Novus Partus, floating in the Sea of Chaos. The sprawling islands serve as a last refuge for humanity and the world which was Pulse, while the new Cocoon hovers in the sky above. With only thirteen days left until the world ends,Lightning must fight to save it"

Novus Partus is Latin for 'New Births' which is certainly the feeling we're getting from all the images and gameplay description given so far. 

So what do we know so far?

-The story takes place 100 years after XIII-2 finishes in a world, Novus Partus a world made up of four islands connected by a monorail in what's being described as a 'gothical, mechanical and fantasy' style. 

-Lightning will need to save the world in 13 days in real-time. Quests and missions can reverse the clock that counts down to Doomsday. Upon hearing this it sounds like L save the world a bit if your familiar with the Death Note series.

- Gameplay will depart from the previous two entries in terms of the ATB system. Lighting can finally be moved by the game player, able to attack, block in real time without the use of a menu. So goodbye pressing automatic x button that decides the whole entire gameplay.

-Character customization ~ So Lightning's costume can be changed altering her battle techniques and so forth. The image below shows a few of the ways Lightning's costume will change.

                                              Spot the difference puzzles!!!! Huzzah! ^^

- Time will play a huge role in this entry as well. Lightning will be able to use moves such as 'Overclock' to slow down time during a fight. This will be interesting to see how it plays out.

- Worlds will interchange between day and night as time passes. (I guess to give that feeling that Doomsday is approaching but its a great extra to the game)

- Lightning will be the only main character. So to those who hate her. I'm so sorry but you'd better skip this entry. (For those of you wanting to see Noel or Serah or that cute moogle forget it me thinks)

-It will be the last entry to the Lightning Saga (I think)

-The game will be released some point in 2013.

- More details to be released on September 4th so watch out!

                                                       'The World of Novus Partus Artwork'

No news on Final Fantasy Versus XIII

Square Enix have kindly requested their fans that they're being impatient and to wait for the game alittle longer. I mean honestly final fantasy fans. It's not like you've been waiting six years. What's another year or two to add to the wait? :) The only statement released being:
"I talked to Hashimoto-san about various things. It seems that Versus XIII won't be at TGS. They are concentrating all their resources into the conclusion of the Lightning saga and FFXIV"
You know Square Enix. If Noctis was your son to be born unto the gameplaying world and Lightning is your daughter. All I got to say is you've done a terrible job in showing love is not biased. Sorry Noctis. Lightning needs another story rehashed out the bag. You got to wait.
"BUT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR SIX YEAR!"
"Sorry but we need to focus on Lightning, she's got something special happening"
Regardless of that. Forget Versus XIII. Until there's a release date, pretend its on holiday. Put it on the back of your mind.
On top of that no Type-0 has been released overseas. So no change there as well.
In the meantime enjoy some more teasing of concept art of Noctis. 

To conclude...

Good news for Lightning Fans. Not so good news for people expecting other news. 
Adieu
TokyoDreamer9

Friday, 24 August 2012

Gossip Girl Sixth and Final Season

What is Gossip Girl?

For those of you who don't know, Gossip Girl is a TV series based loosely on the novel series by Cecily von Ziegesar. The plot is based on Upper East Side of Manhattan, New York revolving around the lives of the wealthy and powerful as scandal surrounds them. The story is told through a mysterious blogger who is known by the name as 'Gossip Girl'. Hence the title.
                                                                    Series Logo

How did you discover it?

I discovered Gossip Girl by complete accident. Being bored in Uni, having finished all the Law and Order: SVU episodes and getting fed up of watching Dr House being sarcastic every single second I decided to click on a TV series that kept being shown on the homepage of the site I watch TV series to catch up. I watched the first episode of Gossip Girl and goodness me. The narrator of the opening made me want to close the screen right there, right then. But I stuck through and finished the episode pretty much enjoying it. So I decided to watch episode 2, I was still wondering why am I watching this? The narrator is really annoying and the characters are very shallow and annoying. But by episode 3, I had become addicted and have since then finished season 5 and rewatched the entire 5 seasons again, planning to get the complete boxset after the fated sixth season finishes.


The Cast of Gossip Girl from right to left: Serena Van Der Woosen (Blake Lively), Jenny Humphrey (Taylor Momsen), Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick),Blair Waldorf, (portrayed by Leighton Meester), Dan Humphrey (Penn Badgley), Vanessa Abrams (Jessica Sozhr) and Nate Archibald (played by Chace Crawford).  


Gossip Girl is like marmite and also like hard chocolate. I say its like Marmite, because with Gossip Girl you will either Love it or Hate it. And I say its like hard chocolate, because you have to sit through a couple of episodes before you get into it, like letting chocolate melt in your mouth to be able to taste the flavour. At first you'll think, meh this show is abit too dramatized but after a while BAM! Your hooked, like an acid pop addict is addicted to hard acid pop.
Some people use Twitter, I use Google news personally, Upper East Siders use Gossip Girl for the latest news...

What do you like about Gossip Girl?

1. It's different to what I usually watch, that being fantasy, sci-fi etc. Showing it to Kaerith, she enjoyed it but found it very dramatizing at times. But I enjoyed the drama, even when it got completely ridiculous and out of hand at times, that's what made it addictive. It never got boring, and seeing the lives of rich people in New York is hardly dull with hormone driven teenagers sending secrets to a blogger who loves to ruin people's lives.
Kaerith rather enjoyed seeing Chace Crawford portray Nate Archibald


2. The characters~ from the Van der Woosens, to the Humpreys, the Waldorfs and Archibalds etc there is always a character facing a problem or will appeal to the viewer. I loved Blake Lively playing Serena Van Der Woosen, and Kaerith enjoyed the eye-candy of Nate Archibald. I'm guessing this is one of the ways how this series gets its TV ratings. As well as the main characters, the guest characters certainly shake the plot a lot.
Upper East Side, New York
Little Fact: Did you know Lady Gaga grew up in the Upper West Side? Not relevant to Upper East but there ya go :)


3. :O This face that I made just now :O This is what happens pretty much every episode, there never goes an episode without 10 major big things happening all at once that you just go :O And the cliffhangers always leave you going :O
Serena pushes Blair into a cake for calling her basically a slut. :O


4. Comedy~ Gossip Girl makes me laugh a lot. Whether its Blair having her face shoved into a cake by Serena to Rufu's impression of Lily to help Serena with confessing to her mum she's no longer going to Uni. There so many clever one liners and the recurring lines such as , "I'm Chuck Bass!".


5. Important lessons~ You may be thinking I must be looking too deeply into this series if you haven't watched it but there's a lot of messages conveyed that are true. I can't list them all without spoiling the plot but one example I can think off the top of my head is when Serena looks for a job in season 3 and when she finds one, her mum tells her the only reason this woman hired you is because of your connections and you were easy to manipulated. Why else would she employ a teenager with no experience?
And at times in the series there are moments where something shocking happens, courtesy of Gossip Girl but there's always severe consequences. I think of the moment in season 2 in which Blair learns the meaning of her actions when spreading a rumour that Dan was having an affair with a teacher.
                                          Revenge is a common theme in the series...


Gossip girl entering its last season. :(

With Gossip Girl finishing this year, 2012, yes I know SAD FACE! :( I'm a little disappointed the last season is receiving only 10 episodes to close the series. Not only is this short considering the many loose ends that need to be tied left at the climax of season 5 but also it doesn't show CW doing any good justice to the series that brought them in their viewers. But at least we're receiving a resolution instead of cancellation. I just wish we could have gotten some more episodes, but no point crying over spilt milk.
WHY JUST 10 EPISODES!

What do you want at the end?

Rewatching Gossip Girl, I really do miss the beginning of the series where things were more simple. I miss the days Dan and Serena were together and how sweet and simple things were. How Jenny got along with Serena before, Lily and Rufus acted like a team and gave such wonderful parental advice to the teenage characters about life instead of petty fighting over an apartment. At the end of season 5, things had taken 5 steps back in terms of character development. In terms of plot it was interesting but character wise it was a bit of a let down. The only character that hasn't become horrible, is just Nate Archibald and Derota (Blair's maid). It was painful to see everyone turning against each other when in Season 1,2 and half of season 3 no matter what obstacles and problems came people's way friends stuck as friends and families were there for each other. Now its all twisted and let's hope season 6 sorts this.
YAY!

Secondly, and I don't think it will happen. But I would love to see in the last episode all the characters reunite one last time including Jenny Humphrey, Vanessa Abrams and Eric Van Der Woosen. I know the actors are busy with their own projects but it would be wonderful for one last time to see everyone getting one last screen appearance together resolving their differences and issues. 


Thirdly, WHO IS GOSSIP GIRL? I mean its annoying how we were tricked to thinking a few times it was one of the characters on screen but who is it? I would personally find it hilarious if its Bart Bass.
                                            Kristen Bell voiced the narrator enigma, Gossip Girl
Which brings us to forth: end couples...

Endgame couples

First things first. We want Chair. Chuck and Blair need to be together. If everything blows up in season 6 just allow one good thing to happen and that's these two. Secondly, I want to see Dan and Serena together. Season 1 was where it started. The things they said to each other and did made them a true genuine couple.
The complicated Love scribble over five seasons of GG :O
  

I honestly wouldn't mind if Nate ended up with Serena and Dan ended up with Vanessa, (that's if Jessica Sozhr decides to show up for one last guest appearance). I just would like to see the characters happy and reach a resolution to their story.

Five years of GG

And that's it. Thank you CW for 5 years of crazy storytelling from the I am Chuck Bass one liners, Derota's rescues, Blair's scheming, Georgina's worse scheming, Lily's "Keep Calm and Carry on" mantra despite everything blowing up again and the most entertaining series I've watched in awhile. Thank you to the writers, to Cecily von Ziegesar for starting it all, all the actors and actresses. And with that. Here's to season 6.
Counting down to October 8th 2012!
                                              Let's hope everyone's got smiles at the end :D

                                               Signing off!

XOXO
TokyoDreamer9

'I WAS HERE'~United Nations Humanitarian Day 19/8

What is United Nations Humanitarian Day?

First established back in December 2008, United Nations on August 19th commemorated Humanitarian Day to honor Humanitarian workers who every day around the world work to save people's lives in places where conflict and destitution is commonplace. It is celebrated on August 19th because on this date Humanitarian workers were killed in  2003 in a bombing in Baghdad and since then a day was established to acknowledge the self-sacrifice these people put forth. Its an important day because it highlights an important role Humanitarian plays in the headlines we hear ever day with people dying in developing countries from disasters, famine, war and so forth. 
                                                                     United Nations 

Beyoncé, I Was Here

To promote awareness of this day, celebrities such as Beyoncé, Shakira (who is known for her philanthropy of charity to education), Lady Gaga, (known for setting up the Born This Way foundation~ empowering youth) and so forth. Beyoncé performed at the General Aseembly, United Nations in New York with the song, 'I Was Here'. If you have not seen the video, it is underneath.
                                                                BeyoncĂ©~ I Was Here

The message

I think this was such a clever idea, to use the song, 'I Was Here' and Beyoncé because it raises awareness of the day and the song encourages everyone to get involved no matter how small the action is. I wouldn't have known about Humanitarian Day but being a Beyoncé fan it made me aware of it and really want to do something towards it. Beyoncé as quoted mentioned the day as:
"On August 19th 2012, it is high time we rise together. Do one thing for another human being. Nothing is too small".
The blue tag in the video pop up in places around the world, as a way of representing people who do their part to leave their mark, their good deed to show they were here, they did something for humanity. I love the concept of it, its so inspiring and clever.

I can't make a difference...

In the words of Mother Teresa, "If you can't feed a hundred, then feed just one". The whole point is to do something to make one difference, no matter how tiny it is. If we all pitched in, uniting together to make a big change instead of giving up because we can't make a huge difference by ourselves like we wanted then things will remain the same.
Already 1 Billion people have done something to make a difference and that's just Facebook statistics, imagine people who don't use the social network site.

It's not l8th August 2012 anymore

It doesn't matter. Just because the day is over, doesn't mean there's still something we cannot do. From donating money, to making a video raising awareness we can all get involved, heck even telling a friend about the day your making a difference. I say this because I don't think people realize how many people put their lives on the line. Most of us see the horrible truth on TV and the news about people suffering and we acknowledge its horrible from the safety and comfort of our home but there are people out there who go out there and risk their lives. I'm doing my part, I can't say what it is at the present time because its under development but I want to leave my mark and tell the world too that I was Here.

To learn more visit WHD-IWASHERE.ORG

Drop your pin and start today to do something for Humanity.
TokyoDreamer9

Monday, 20 August 2012

Anything Could Happen!

Ellie Goulding has a new album coming out!!!

For those of you who don't know Ellie Goulding. Ellie Goulding is an artist, responsible for the music hits of Starry Eyed and Guns and Horses. With her new album Halcyon coming out soon, she has released her first single from it called Anything Could Happen. If you haven't heard it, give it a listen. It really is good:
                             The lyric video is composed of fan instagram photos submitted. LOve it!

I just love this song

I've hit the replay button so many times its ridiculous. Cannot wait for her new album, as well as the single Ellie Goulding has released snippets of her new album which I'm excited to seeing. I love the previews, they sound new and freshing. And I just had to share this, the video hasn't received a lot of views and I felt it deserved some promotion :)
Adieu
TokyoDreamer9

Sunday, 12 August 2012

TokyoDreamer9 Art Anniversary

Celebrations

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone for my youtube channel reaching 3,000 views. My video skills are still appalling but little by little I improve. As well as my you tube channel, my secret project has reached over 300 pages, so another celebration for me there too for reaching this milestone. As an anniversary, I have made a video dedicating to all the photography and art of cosplay and so forth in this video. Hope you enjoy it and with that this blog has now been officially directed via youtube, so now nobody has an excuse about not hearing it.
Youtube video
For those of you in Germany, for some weird reason because I used Rihanna's remix of Where Have You Been as the audio for the video, the video has been banned in Germany possibly because the audio isn't available there or something. 

Thank you
TokyoDreamer9

Wednesday, 8 August 2012

Skins Season 7 Speculation

What is Skins?

For those who don't what Skins is. Skins is in the words of wikipedia that I think justifies this series, a BAFTA award winning British Televison drama series surrounding teenagers living in Bristol through their two years in sixth form college. The series has been highly controversial dealing with topics that have made it highly popular possibly because parents have banned it from their teenagers watching it. But take away the controversy, Skins is a beautiful and fantastic TV series that stands as an art piece. Some people will view it as trash but those who know what I mean, the series has something special. The US tried to remake the series but it flunked like a balloon filled with water instead of helium. Hook, line and sinker.

What do you like about Skins?

There are many reasons I love Skins. Here are some of the few reasons:

1.  I love how Skins takes whatever direction it pleases, critics have criticized that the writing can be schizophrenic and leave major plot holes and can be highly unrealistic. Whilst for me its breath of fresh air.

2. Skins has an incredible sense of humour. From the most brilliantly though-out characters that fit into stereotypes to awkward moments and situations there are so many classic moments which makes the series a high rewatch value for myself.

3. It makes me feel better about life. Though the series can be unrealistic at times, many of the characters will have problems, personalities and lives that many teenagers today can relate to. It makes you remember than humans are not perfect, we all have our own insecurities and issues.

Seventh season?

E4 announced they would produce a last season for the series to celebrate this iconic series. If you haven't seen Skins, start at either season 1, season 3, or season 5. Two seasons are dedicated to a generation of characters so you can start with either of those, but most people say the first generation or second generation were the best. I will be discussing spoilers and my thoughts for the seventh season.
                                              Effy smiling because of SKINS SEASON 7!

First Generation

With regards to the First Generation, the loose ends that we were left with regarded whether Tony and Michelle's relationship ever reconciled or not. And whether Sid ever found Cassie. And with the latest new I have been hearing, the actress for Jal is not coming back and the actor for Tony, Nicholas Hoult is not coming back due to being busy with other projects which was a bit of huge letdown seeing as Tony is one of the main protagonists of the first series. Nobody from this generation has confirmed they are coming back for this generation. I hope Cassie comes back, bless Cassie. It would be nice to see Maxxie and Anwar but I have a feeling they won't be coming back either. We shall see what happens.
The Generation that started it all....

                                                    Second season promotional photography

Second Generation

Second generation I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE AGAIN FOR a number of reasons. The fourth series ended on such a horrible cliffhanger. With Effy gone mad, Freddie killed by a crazy shrink and Cook the only one discovering the ugly truth I really hope there is some resolution to this generation's story. This generation I have a feeling will be receiving the most TV viewings when it premieres as a lot of fan are dying for a conclusion. So far things look good. The actor for Cook confirmed he was indeed returning and the lovely Kaya Scodelario is definitely for sure coming back, not letting the skins fans down. (Skins would not be skins without Effy Stonem). So I cannot wait for second generation last two episodes, bring it on!
                                           Chewing gum is for chewing chewing! O.o

Third Generation

A lot of people didn't like this generation. My first impressions of season 5 were not good, particularly since there was nobody from season 1,2,3 or 4 to ease us into it like with Effy. Apart from the Doug and Professor Blood, the cast was changed and not even a memorial dedicated to poor Freddie. :( (STUPID FOSTER). However, after finishing the fifth season and beginning the sixth season, I honestly found the sixth season rivaling as the best season of Skins so far. From killing of Grace at the beginning of the series, shocking the fans and the downward spiral of all the characters as they try to cope with the guilt and absence of their friend and the eventual ending in which there's a happy resolution for once. 
To be honest, I don't know why third generation are getting a two episode story. The third generation's story ended so perfectly. It shouldn't be touched but we'll see what happens, it'll be nice to see the cast again and what has happened with Minnie and her newborn baby.


 Little fun fact: Did you do know the actress that played Frankie in this generation, played the little girl from the film 'The Golden Compass? Shocked me when I found out, she becomes such a potty mouth in Skins.

Rumors that make worried..

There is a rumor that the writer's may kill of a character in each generation story. And the thing is there are no reasons to prove this wrong. Skins is such a schizophrenic series at times, the direction it takes are so bold and brave like the decision to change the cast after the second series, killing off Chris, Freddie and Grace the way they did. But this seventh series has been said to be a celebration for the series overall, I interpret this a moment for the fans to see their favorite characters grow and have a resolution. Regardless I just hope it doesn't happen, otherwise I may disregard the seventh series as canon overall.

January 2013 could not come any sooner! HURRY UP AND END 2012 :/
And in the words of Cook: "That's EFFING BRILLIANT!"
Adieu
TokyoDreamer9


                                          Grace Blood~ Died due to jeep accident in Morocco
                                               Chris Miles~ Death by genetics
                            Freddie McClair~ Death by cruel writers and a psychotic psychiatrist
                                                            RIP Chris, Freddie and Grace. :(

Trolling gone out of control~ Case 1: Plastic Bieber

Today we do a psychological case overview of another infamous troll: @PlasticBieber 

Who's Plastic Bieber?

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't posted in awhile. But today wanted to post on my blog about a certain troll the internet is exploding about, who's only known by the name of Plastic Bieber. Plastic Bieber is a person on twitter who posts the most vilest tweets I have seen in awhile. I only discovered this unfortunate creature when going onto facebook. Being a 19 year old male, you will find I am not a fan of Justin Bieber or One Direction and yet I do not hate them as other people do. They have talent and I like two of Justin Bieber's songs due to them being catchy. (Catchy songs are my weakness, including Friday by Rebecca Black, Swagger Jagger by Cher  ) You get the picture. I just prefer other artists such as Rihanna and Jay-Z etc but anyway back to Plastic Bieber. So I only discovered this person via a meme on facebook, apparently she's been doing this for quite some time. 

How did you find out about this troll, I mean person :O

I was on facebook and I came across a meme, it was a rather disturbing meme..
After seeing this, I googled to check if this was some kind of  horrible joke
No such luck alas. It turns out this PlasticBieber is as real as a duck. And the worst thing is her or his twitter account is still working. Twitter has not blocked this bot (I say bot because a normal human being would have something called empathy?) and the level of harassment and pure vulgarity in her tweets makes me stumped at how she hasn't been deactivated by twitter.

Aren't you overeacting? XD

Here are some of the tweets that Plastic Bieber has posted that made my skin crawl and go >.<.
"Retweet if you're tired of gay, black, handicapped, fat, Muslim, and people taking up all your air"
(Surprisingly 108 retweets :/ Very worrying)
"One time I was dreaming Justin was raping me and it was so hot but my dumb bitch of a mother woke me up in the middle of it for school ugh"
And the list goes on, some are silly, childish, others raise an eyebrow and some go too far.

 Now let's pretend this poor misguided creature has posted this in a troubled past and has now turned a new leaf. Well today is 8th August 2012 as I'm writing this, underneath is a screenshot of her profile and we shall see how she's doing today.
Some people post once a month, some a couple days, and some every second. Unfortunately, this person posts ever few hours...
Well, the trolling just continues alas. You can clearly see an inspiration for the tweets in the photos section, with Regina Johnson from Mean Girls. That explains a lot me thinks. A wannabe Plastic? Maybe she's role playing Regina Johnson? And one of her tweets quotes the film, even the name is a dead giveaway. Plastic? Ringing bells.

Why would you think twitter would deactivate her/him? Free speech, its also Twitter, people say what they wanna say.

I say this because recently on the news there were articles making headlines about twitter accounts being suspended due to Olympics controversy. I'm talking about that scandal that involved the man throwing abuse towards Tom Daley after he failed to secure the gold medal for Great Britain in diving or the journalist who posted a public email address of an NBC executive to complain about their covering of the Olympics which caused suspension of the account due to violation of 'privacy' even though the email address is clearly shown on the NBC website for contact details.
If all this fuss is made about twitter cyberbullying and suspension of accounts for violation of posting public email addresses because it revolves around the Olympics, then surely something should be done about this person.

And yet, we still have this horrible, horrible person on twitter.

It's just a troll, get over it.

I honestly do believe this is a troll, no question about it. But I still don't think they should have a twitter account. Trolling is the internet slang/ word for people doing something, saying something outrageous that people think is genuine, but the joke is on them because they are just pretending. I don't mind trolling when it revolves around harmless fun and makes funny memes and puts a smile on people's faces at the end of the day. There is good trolling which I classify as no harm intended and then there's bad trolling, one deliberately intended to provoke people in a horrible way, say the most terrible, controversial things like that infamous girl (who has now deleted her youtube account) posted a video talking about Lady gaga's single Judas being evil.
  Another troll: This girl hated the single Judas by Lady Gaga. Sadly, I couldn't get her name because she took down her youtube video. 8 million views the video received and she was trolling like a cheshire cat who's frowning on monkey juice. 

It's an eleven year old called Jessica

Okay first things first. We have no idea, who this person is. Every photo you see posted by them could be a lie. For all we know, Plastic Bieber could be a 40 year old man, or a 17 year old boy or heck a computer bot. If it is an eleven year old girl, that really concerns me for a lot of reasons.
Girls that age using twitter at such a young age and posting tweets talking about sex, rape, abortion, profanity and verbal abuse and so forth makes me raise an eyebrow. I honestly think it is someone a lot older than they say they are who knows exactly what they are saying and doing. 
Eleven year old girls the last time I checked, (I have four younger sisters), are busy playing games, being creative on art projects, reading books, seeing friends, having fun doing kids things. Unless I'm really being behind the times and the age eleven is the new seventeen in which its now the new trend to start sexting as this person has claimed. 
If it is an eleven year old girl. Someone needs to tell her parent, ban laptop use, give her some discipline and possibly a shrink. Nuff said.

To those wishing to take her down

If you want to take down Plastic Bieber in the most kindest way possible. Ignore her. People like these are all over Twitter and its quite simple what they desire. Attention. Even its through the worst ways possible.
You have to be clever because your falling into a trap. Lately we have had a lot of people becoming famous for the wrong reasons whether it was the Double Take girls doing 'Hot Problem's' going viral due to people so badly needing to sharing it and not because it was good but because it was just plain awful. 

Whenever you post a youtube video ranting about her, you increase awareness of her. It also bugs me how this person has 64,000 followers. If you are following to see what he/she is tweeting next, STOP FOLLOWING, and stop replying to her tweets or retweeting her. Heck start a trend such as #Unfollowplasticbieber or something. 

Especially if it is a troll. They will love the attention, and get off on it, finding it the entertainment of their life. When they get no attention, that's like turning off the TV for a spoilt child. 

 The troll image~ don't we miss the days of the internet when what people said is what they actually meant. :/

Final Thoughts

The only reason I posted this article is because I've had the final straw with trolling. The number of time twitter has come on the news because of cyberbullying and what not is getting to the point of ridiculous. People are becoming so bored they need to verbal abuse to people they've never met not even face to face like a man but via a tweet. They need to grow up, chill, do something to get rid of their boredom and do something. Watch the Olympics, do the gardening, heck learn a new recipe, just stop harassing people on twitter and our psychological case is over. 
Good night and Adieu
TokyoDreamer9

Tuesday, 31 July 2012

The Afflicted Review

What is the Afflicted?

The Afflicted is one of those films again which I regret watching. I was searching for Law and Order to watch and came across on the home page for the films a film being recommended called, 'The Afflicted' which had film festival awards and a picture of a closeup of someone's mouth screaming. Reading the plot, it intrigued me thinking it would cover topics that would be interesting to view from a psychological point of view. But after finishing the film it proved to be a bleak and depressing film that served to only make you sick. If you've read my blog before, I did a review on 'Megan Is Missing'. I honestly do not know which is worse. 'Megan Is Missing' or this atrocity. I searched for reviews after watching and getting shocked but only found about two mediocre ones via blogs and wikipedia doesn't even have an entry on this film, so decided to do a review to warn people about this piece of cinema.
This stupid picture is what caught my attention, had I not seen it I would have avoided an awful film that made me feel just completely disgusted. Notice the awards or whatever the heck they are with 2011. I thought it was bound to be a good film. Fell for it hook, line, sinker.

Here is a plot summary that I got from the film website, I will be going further into this so warning for spoilers:
Leslie Easterbrook plays the lead role of 'Mother Maggie', a disturbed mother of four who delivers an unimaginable level of abuse to her children while defending her actions with her own twisted interpretations of the Bible. Three daughters live in constant fear of being beaten and abused by their mentally disturbed mother. Escaping the wrath of their mother seems impossible and proves to be deadly. Based on a true story, The Afflicted takes you inside the lives of those who live in constant fear with no escape.

Who would you recommend this to?

Honestly. I would recommend it to nobody. But I have to recommend it to someone so here goes.
I recommend this to the following:
1. Counselors who are damn useless at their job of recognizing when a child is suffering parent abuse at home and tells them explicitly to their face but listens to the mother.
2. Older brothers who don't know what a bad brother is like.
3. People who enjoy the feeling of depression and sadness to create an art piece of make music, for whatever reason. (Or go and listen to some music)
4. Bored teenagers, adults looking for something horrible and full of suspense and the world's worst and creepiest mum.
5. Social services.
6. Parents, particularly the husband so they recognise when their wives are about to lose it.

What happens in 'The Afflicted'?

Right after reading the plot it sounded like an interesting story covering a tragic true story with an ending that the police and town discover what happens and children are saved. Oh how wrong I was. I should stop thinking these films are going to have a happy ending. Stupid expectations but on with the plot. The story begins with a happy beginning with Carla (played by Katie Hollands) receiving a present of butterflies earrings from Cowboy Profil (played by J.D. Hart). The story is narrated by Grace and I'm sorry but I don't know the actresses name. Its been so hard to find the cast's names even in IMDb which is saying something. 

So this is the family:

Father Hank, Mother Maggie played by Leslie Easterbrook, daughters Carla who receives butterfly earrings at the beginning, daughter Cathy who runs for help and daughter Grace who narrates the story from start to finish as well as son called Bill. And the family's friend Cowboy Profil who gave the butterfly earrings.

Now I'm going to copy Axel from Kingdom Hearts and say:
"GOT THAT MEMORISED?"

What happens next?

Following this happy beginning, the next scene involves the father leaving quietly, he dresses quietly leaving the wife asleep, gets his bag and heads quietly to the door. Next thing? She's at the chair and asks him where he's going. Apparently for a walk but she notices he has a bag. He leaves through the door and she hits him with a bat killing him, using rope to attach to a back of car, drags him to the shed and puts his body in the storage box. Oh what a lovely beginning, roll out the rest of the film. 

Grace then begins to narrate what happened after the mysterious disappearance of papa

With Daddy gone we see the abuse that occurs in the house with the mother and her daughters. It first starts when Carla tells her mother that she cannot buy alcohol from the store anymore because she is under aged. Her mother's reaction to this is to beat her with a belt and get a pillow to asphyxiate her until her daughter is in tears. This is just the beginning and was bearable, things get worse from here on out. There is a phonecall the next scene (I don't know how much time passes sometimes in the film so I'm going to guess a few days) in which the Mother is being requested to go to school.

One of the other daughters, Cathy has spilled the beans to a counselor about the abuse she is receiving at home. The Mother arrives to school with cowboy Profil dressed nicely with makeup and talking emotionally and kindly wondering where Cathy could have been upset. 'It must be something to do with school, we have such a wonderful home. It upsets me to see her like this'. The counselor is a fool. FOOL FOOL FOOL.
Woman to left is Mother Maggie, gentleman is Cowboy Profit and the idiot with the spectacles is the counselor. WHO TO BELIEVE? A crying girl scared of her mother, or that woman. :/

Cathy returns home with her mother after the counselor believes Maggie and begs her mother to forgive her. The mother tells her to go the house and straightaway the evil look returns and we know oh dear, here we go. She goes to the shed, uses some screw drivers, hammers and some other utensils you use in a shed to build, from going to the convention it looked like a paddle. But this paddle is not for fun but for discipline as the mother announced to her children, hitting Cathy repeatedly. 

Thoughts so far...

This is what I was expecting, an alcoholic mother who was having a psychotic episode using religion to abuse her children and maybe a resolution of some sort. Things however take a different turn.

The mother isn't eccentric, she's crazy...

By this point, the mother needs bills paid and is lazy so she comes up with a wonderful idea and goes to her daughter Carla to tell her God told her a way to pay her bills.
Maggie: Carla, I've been having problems paying the bill and asked God for help and he told me a wonderful idea. You can use your daughter, beautiful Carla. Now go make yourself pretty. The men will touch you here and you might enjoy it, or they may go here which is also okay but you need to do it.
Carla: Are you fu***** sick? 
Maggie: I AM NOT SICK, I AM JUST TRYING TO PROVIDE A LIVING! (slaps)

Yes you read that right, the mother wants to pimp out her own daughter to pay the rent. :/ Someone get a shrink for the women LIKE NOW!!!!

The next five minutes involve Carla being raped by an ugly man and bursting into tears at the end. 

Why did you keep watching?

The suspense and also I had hope, I was hoping they will be able to escape and held onto that wish, hoping for the best after all the suffering they were to endure.

The mother notices she's getting fat.

After going on scales, Maggie the mother notices she's getting fat so takes it out on Cathy force feeding her cake mixture and other food again and again until Cathy revolts by saying she's had enough. At this point the brother, Bill is in the car outside with Cowboy Profit, who tells him about the abuse he endured from his alcoholic father and tells him if he needs a father figure or is in trouble, he only need to tell him. 
Now you think this would be a perfect opportunity for the boy to tell him but no he says NOTHING!
ZILCH NADA! ZIPPY DIDO!
When Bill enters the house, the Mother has gotten a gun out and has shot Cathy in the shoulder, the siblings try to call the police but with a crazy woman holding a gun kind of makes it hard. Cathy is then handcuffed to the shower railing and honestly I should stop calling Maggie a Mother at all at this point.Cowboy Profit pays the house a visit without any of the children telling him what has happened even the guy being an idiot when Grace handed a note discretely. Instead of hiding it he waved it around resulting in its disposal by Maggie, know having her eyes on Grace being disloyal. Seducing Cowboy Profit, Grace returns to her room hopeless. Maggie continues to torture her poor daughter and begins saying to her she doesn't know suffering, having a bipolar episode describing a brutal rape episode with her father that sends chills down the spine. 
I like Cathy. She was the brave one and the one who had the guts to tell someone. She even stood up to Maggie saying what us on our viewer had on our mind.
"I don't care what excuses you have mum. Nothing justifies this".
Days pass, nobody does anything as Cathy slowly dies from infection with the mother removing the bullet from her but just from the state of Cathy you knew the poor girl had it, guessing septicemia or something. Billy buries her body being the obedient son and now only three children are left. 
                                                                Happy Families :D 

One child down, :(

Oh no poor Cathy, maybe one dies and this encourages the others to stop their mum and escape. I thought after this. (No Adam, you are being delusional, again like Maggie is).

When there's fewer of you, chances of being picked increase... 

With Cathy dead or as Grace put it, "Free". There has now been three moments where the nightmare could have ended but has failed on part of Billy, the idiot counselor and Cowboy Twit.

We then see Carla looking at the fast asleep Maggie. This is the adrenaline rushing moment in which Carla collects the keys and tries to escape but fails. Maggie decides to punish Carla by forcing her own two children to beat Carla to a bloody pulp which is where I start to get annoyed. 
Grace hits Carla three times until Maggie is satisfied. But Billy, the brother hits his sister to the point when you finally see Carla's face in the closet her body is dragged to, her face is unrecognizable. Grace narrates the reason being for their obedience because it was the first time they felt their mother loved them and praised them. I know these children will be psychologically messed up but Billy irritated me. Why would he hit his poor defence-less sister with such rage. Was he releasing that rage he had built up against his mother?

Or heck, in some reviews some people pointed this out why didn't the children turn on the mother. Maggie's son was taller and perhaps stronger than the mother and they outnumbered her. However, I guess psychology plays an explanation again. With the constant abuse, they felt constantly trapped and powerless even when in reality they were not. 

Carla is next to die as again nobody does again, even Billy who leaves the house to go to work. BROTHER OF THE YEAR GOES TO: NOT BILLY! 

Carla's body

Billy dumps his sister which he killed into a cardboard box, dumps into the middle of nowhere and sets it alight. I did not understand one simple logic of this. Wouldn't the kindest thing to do, after all he did would be to bury his poor sister. No I'll just dump her on the side of the road and set her alight like a kebab. Job done he drives off saying to himself "What the eff am I doing?". 
Me: Yes Billy, I was wondering myself too. WHAT THE EFF ARE YOU DOING?!

Maggie loves Billy and Grace a lot after how well they taught that Carla a lesson. But without Carla, she turns Grace into the new escort of the family for the ugly truck driver. Grace reaches breaking point after also being raped and cannot handle it anymore.

The Brutal and stupid finale~ in which we learn the blurb of the film had a rhetorical question. THERE IS NO RUDDY ESCAPE.

I'm fed up of retelling the plot so I'm going to hurry it up.
Cowboy Profit spends fifteen minutes at a strip club before being kicked out and driving around in a stupid manner. I'm surprised he didn't have an accident with the amount of alcohol he chugged down. The police discover Carla's body and Cowboy Profit sees the commotion, he looks at the body to see the Butterfly earrings. The same butterfly earrings he gave as a present to Carla.
"That demonic bitch!" he yells getting into the car without even telling the police. What a bright bloke, oh well he is a cowboy, and the people with brain cells have already been killed off.
Me: Hooray, justice that is too late as the rest of the characters get killed off.

Grace looks as though she is about to kill herself as she slits her wrist with a knife, she does it but it turns out to all be act for her Maggie. Dropping the knife on the floor and calling for her, she sees the knife and notices her slit wrist. Whilst Maggie is distracted, Grace pulls out the gun and shoots the bitch in the chest. (Pardon my language but after 1 hour of watching a mother treating her children like that, it makes me quite huzzah). 

Maggie dies. And not even brutally, slowly or even disgracefully. 
Me: Antagonist is dead! Hooray, that means the children are free!

Billy returns home, finds the home bloody and his mother dead. STAB! Grace sticks a knife into his chest and holds it there as Billy dies.
Me: What goes around comes around~ as said by Beyoncé

Cowboy Profit reaches the residence opens the door to find the mess, I mean Tragedy with Grace putting a gun at her head, ready to blow her brains out. 

Paradox narration. :O

Cowboy Profit tries his best to make Grace see sense, apologizing he didn't realize earlier when she gave him the note even offering to put himself in prison for the girl to have a second chance at life.

Me: COME ONE GRACE! Live for you sisters, make something of yourself, tell people your story, get counseling and live. You can do it. Listen to the cowboy.

Grace: (Blows her brains out)

Me: What the hell, you were narrating the story to us, how can you do a first-person narration if you died. Great another story with no point and no survivors. At least Cowboy Profit survived?
          Even Romeo and Juliet ending was Tragedy as a result of Love, this was the result of mummy issues.

Final thoughts.

This was not what I was expecting and good lord. This is why children are not home-schooled in the U.K. or why we don't sell guns. The only pros of this film is that it made me feel better about my life and learn how to identify mothers who need a shrink on the double and what NOT to do being an older brother. With that, I have written this long post that has taken 2 hours to write so people know what this film is really about without being deceived by the poster. The film has a good performance by Leslie Easterbrook, she will creep you at Maggie without a doubt but do not expect the film to have a resolution. Its meant to be bleak, depressing, disgusting and just meant to make you feel crap. But now I have warned you.
This is TokyoDreamer9
Adieu